Anxiety Overload

When I feel the world closing around me,
I close my eyes and try to hide, these feelings deep inside,
But then the tears fall down my face,
Then I feel like a disgrace.

Today started like any other Sunday, my family and I went to church. Something inside me didn't feel quite right. I thought a drink of water might suffice. But then we were all seated in the pew, and  everything looked out of place and looked as though I was in thick fog. That's when the tears came that I couldn't stop. That's when I left and came home.